Tuesday, June 29, 2010

double-edged sword.

oh, how I miss the days of being home with Cody! I swear, when I am able to be home with him again, I will do everything I can to NOT take it for granted like I did. The whole time I was home with him I wanted to be working and be out with adults.

Now, it breaks my heart to drop him off at the sitter everytime, even though I know he's in good hands. I miss so much during the day and he's learned things I could never teach him, but no one will ever love that kid like I do.

I can only pray that Tony will get the UAV job so he'll get a bonus and we can afford to pay off some debt. I will stay home with the boys either way, because I refuse to spend my life paying someone else to raise our children.

I just wish there was a way to make it happen now, so I could be there for my little man and spend some time with him. I love him so much.

Monday, June 28, 2010

caring too much.

This morning started out wonderfully. Sawyer is healthy and growing like he should, the ultrasound was great and the appointment was quick and easy.

Then my sitter sends Cody home in a pair of sandals that no longer fit either of her boys. JUST YESTERDAY, I told Tony that I thought Cody's sandals were getting too small. So she puts him in these sandals and tells Tony that his feet were practically hanging out of his little shoes, which makes me feel like World's crappiest mom. I don't know why, but there you have it. I'm way too sensitive over stupid things.

Anyway, my kiddos are healthy and that's all that matters, right? Today I am going to start reading the book 'The Love Dare' which is a Christian devotional on strengthening your marriage. I'm looking forward to it, if anything to learn more about things I can do to improve us.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

a productive day.

Today we spent the day doing things around the house, cleaning out our spare room to create a nursery, grocery shopping, and lots of laundry. We were also able to get out for a bit and enjoy the sun, Cody got to play in his pool. He had an awesome time and all in all, I'd say it was a good day.

Tomorrow morning I have a doctor's appointment to check on baby Sawyer, we have an ultrasound too. I'm pretty excited even though I just had one like last week. :)

Saturday, June 26, 2010

let's try this again.

I slacked so much on my old blog, got really sick of it, and had a few followers I didn't feel should be following, so I thought it was time to try again. I'm going to do my absolute best to keep up with this, in the meantime, I'm Brandis. My husband is Tony, my son is Cody, we have another son on the way I'm pretty sure we're naming Sawyer. My dogs are bassets named Radar and Hot Lips, and we live in Wyoming. For the moment.

More to follow.
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