Ugh. Just typing that phrase pisses me off. I think whomever came up with that was an idiot. Full hands or not, it's stupid. It's borderline rude, even when said in kindness.
Someone said it to me as Jovi, the boys & I exited the elevator at the children's museum. The cashier at Walmart said it the other day as we checked out. I've probably heard it five or six times since I left Wyoming. I'm not sure why I always feel the need to explain that Jovi isn't my daughter, because I respect people who can parent that many kids, but either way, I DO have my hands full. & hearing you say it irritates me because you look at me, with three kiddos nearby & another in my belly, like I'm doing too much. I'm overdoing it. Polluting the population or maybe I just can't keep my legs shut?
It's none of your business, guy in the elevator. What I should have said to you was, "& you don't, as you wrestle your two boys standing DIRECTLY in front of the elevator & your son who pushed Sawyer out of the way?" Teach your children some manners.
It's none of your business, cashier at Walmart. I know you're trying to make pleasant conversation, but I got a much better feeling from the woman near the clearance bakery items who told me, "you have beautiful children." That time, I didn't bother to correct her on Jovi not being my child. So what if I DO have my hands FULL?
I have my hands full of love.
Sometimes it's holding a dirty diaper, a toy, a sippy cup, or, much to their dismay, a hand as we cross a crowded parking lot. But the really special times they are full?
It's holding the hand of a scared boy or a boy who just wants to sit with his momma, even though he's a "big boy" at 4. Sometimes, it's holding the squirming legs of a 2 year old who is trying to "escape" as he's being tickled. It's carrying plates of food & not getting to take a single bite of your food until after it's cold because someone needs a napkin or more water or he dropped his spoon or fed half his meal to the dogs & you have to get him more.
It's knowing that no matter how much they fight me or each other, drive me crazy or having me sobbing with frustration, at night before I go to bed, I look at both of them asleep in their beds & my heart swells with pride & joy. Because those boys were a GIFT to me from MY GOD.
So I've gotten better when I hear that phrase, that instead of rolling my eyes or immediately jumping to explain myself, to say, "Yes, I'm very blessed."
Because I am.
& I do have my hands full.