how to balance time. I find that I am overrun with housework, homework, & laundry- & I have no motivation to do it. It's not that I'm lazy- I just want to spend time with the boys & when they are asleep I want some time for myself.
I make lists of things that need to be done & once I check off a few items I find myself looking for something else that isn't on the list. I've become world's biggest procrastinator.
I keep trying to find a way to do fun things with the boys but more often than not we end up playing with Cody's toys & watching Sesame Street. I want to teach them & show them so many things. I hate winter because it makes it hard to go out & play, which is Cody's favorite thing to do.
I want to educate them the best I can, as well as keep our house functioning & stay caught up on homework. I wish I knew of a way to do it all. At the risk of sounding ridiculous, I wish I were Supermom.
In addition to having a million things to do, I know I'm not making enough time for faith. I want so badly to follow Jesus & be a part of something so much bigger than our mundane life. When I think about God, I know how blessed I am. I've been given such a precious gift & I just need to find a way to take good care of it.